MeM0rY oF eUgEnE & DaPhAniE ღ
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
happy day ~ but without dear beside mii =(
hmmm .. ii got to my hus again 24 Macrh 2009 =)
has already one week ..
ii had spend wif dear ..
after we has finish our work ..
although we has quarreling ,
but we always noe one think ..
non-matter how we quarrel ..
both of us have to step back ..
otherwise .. e quarrel won't be stop ..
when ii unhappy .. ii will been hurting myself ..
dear dear when he saw mii ..
ii noe he was angry & feelin hurts ..
ii still remember we was happy chatting playing ,
( forgotten wad happen) ii was giving attitude to him ..
ii noe he already stopped .. n stepped behind .
& asked mii when his customer paid for e playing pool table ..
tat wanna go play pool .
actually ii realii wan to join in ..
orhh .. .. O.o
ii remmeber wad ii was be angry on ..
dear din tell mii tat he was goin to lean JiaJun my thump drivers to him a day..
ii don noe he goin to lean wad to him fren of mine things ..
cos mine things ishh my darlling too ..
when he ask mii to play pool ..
cos dear was rude .. when he tok to mii ..
after tat he said . " next tym ii won lean thing from euu " =(
it so hurt ..
it was like a knife was stuck on my heart ~
bleeding blood all over ..
so ii told him .. SAID SORRII to mii .. ( Cried )
but he din said ..
he contiune playing e gmaes by himself =(
make mii damn sad & angry ..
so ii jus hitting myself by using my head to bank on e table ..
without caring ..
after tat my head realii damn painfuly ..
my head realii gone red . & can be almost seeing abit of blood ..
ii tryin to clam down .. see whether my head won't let dear to saw tat anot .
so ii try to use hair to couver my head ..
when he came to e counter ..
ii faster use hand to couver ,
to touch my hair .. orhh sumthing else ..
after tat ii ask dear can ii play wif euu ..
but dear doesn't seem like he have e mood to play wif mii ..
it can be see tat he have mood to play anot ..
when he have mood to play ..
every of e ball on e pool table ..
surely we went in & he will said to mii ..
" see .. ii sure win .. so euu goin to clear e table .. =) "
also he may ask .. if ii win .. wad thing ii will get on ...?
ii alwasy reply .. euu wan wad ii will give euu ..
mostly ii will give euu A BIG kiss to euu =) ,
but when he has no mood to play on ..
it can be see on his face was without smiling =(
& e games he will lose..
all e balls tat he hit , it won't be in on e table pool =(
... ... ... ... ... ... ... CONTIUNE ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
BUT ~
ends up . dear forgive mii ..
cos ii since him totally have no mood to tok to mii &
no mood to play wif mii ..
& ii oso feelin hurts ~
guess customers has been seen us like tis ..
wasn't look good =(
so ii walk towards to dear ~
& said .. ii have a few words wan to chat wif euu ..
( ii was scare tat dear will turn down mii =( )
but he din .. he said .. " said .. "
but ii ask him to go to e counter inside ..
ii realii wan to face to face to said ..
1st tym ii said .. he was disagree ..
he said .. here said ishh e same things ..
but he still went in to chat wif mii ..
so ii try to solve e problem ..
ii wish not to quarrel wif him ,
ishh becos of a small things ..
so ii told him wad ii wans ..
& not wad he ishh think of ..
after we has solved e problem ..
& contiune .. customers has finish playing
& ii went to clean everything ~
after closing e shop ..
dear & ii went to e lift ..
cos ii was hugging him ..
& yet let's him found out my head thing =(
opps =x he hit my but said who told euu to do tat ..
even euu unhappy oso can't do tat to hurt urself =(
sorriii ... after tat we doin our thing , eg ..
playing computer , watching tv .
take turn to bath .. when dear done everthing he will sure cum to myside ..
& left up my hair & press my head tat e hurting part =(
sobsob .. it's painful darling .. ~
we everytym will be watchin "溏心风暴 "
tis ishh e best show ever =)
& it touching =( & so sad ~
ii was been cry when it so sad & touchin part ..
when ii was crying .. everytym hs been lying on dear hand on e sofa ..
after tat e show can finish .. ii use his hand to clean away my tears =)
haha =D dear saw mii cry .
he will always ask .. why euu cried .
den dear .. when euu watch tis show ..
why arhh euu cying of ..
it ofcos of e show ishh too touchin & too much saddness ..
大妈 should de so early ..
she have to control her family ..
end up .. 小妈 always e one who make e hus UP SIDE DOWN =(
becos of e 6M .. sigh ~ sobsob ..
goodnite ..
laogong ..
muackz ..
love euu always ..
see euu tml .
dear said he bought sum T-Shirt for mii =)
muackz ..
From: Laopo
To: Laogong
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Missin darlin badly❤ 1:28 AM