MeM0rY oF eUgEnE & DaPhAniE ღ
Sunday, September 14, 2008
3rd msg =)
WAA.. baobei..
chao xiang ni de lor.. can't wait to see u...
faster come back..haha..jokiing... grandma still need ni men to take care de..haha..
hmmm..but i still will thinking of ni de..haha... i'm so happy to have u by my side..
can see u smile, laugh and pei me by my side i so happy... ty for being by my side..
when i'm sick ni come to my house and takecare of me..buy food for me to eat.. or
watever thing ni do ..i'm so happy... ty god to have u for my side taking good care of me..
i <3>
wo ai ni
haha.. sometime there will be good and the bad... we have been wasting alot of time seen
the past 6month.. the past 6month, we will like "hi , bye friends"..
less talk.. less meet or watever things...going out wit her is just like holding hand shopping ,eat dinner .. and the time is up den go hm liao...
and her cousin was working in singapore for a few month den need to go back to malaysia..baobei like to find her when she finish her work.. is about 10+..sometime she ask me pei her.. so i did... but cannot fetch her hm.. cos her house and my house are damn far alway..
and not really knw her house there got wat bus to go hm.. scare later no bus to take den have to take taxi liao.. tat will be wasting alot of money...hmmm..so last time i don really fetch her at nite when she meet her cousin..
tat time we been together about 4 or 5 month liao...but in between got break and patch la.. so ya lor..and she and i have never been dating before .. not even once.. when we go out .. there will be somebody pei her , like her friends or cousin... about the 6 month our class open chalet.."3days to 2nite"
when i reach the chalet is about 8+in the nite liao bah..hmmm.. i meet my friend kelvin go together de.. i'm thinking of meeting daphanie go together de.. but she go wit her friends..
den suan le lor... nvm... hmm... she and i at there is just like a normal friends...hardly talk to her.. in the midnite someof my friends chio me drink beer.. so i agree lor... but i knw daphanie don like it... but i hack care.. cos our relastionship so sux...
hmmm.. after tat i drunk.. i when to my room to take a nap and i ask her to pei me..
so she did pei ni.. about 5min or 10 she told me she scare her friend'siyi' lonely..
so i ask her to pei her lor... den she walk out of my room.. i was really angry tat time..
haizz.. i can't slp.. everynite thinking y she like tat de..
y can't spent more time wit me.. keep preying tat she will change one day..
thinking tat is she really like me? if not y in the first place she agree to stead wit me...
or maybe i too rush asking her to stead wit me when she and her ex just break up not long ago..
been thinking all this for the past 6month..haizz.. out of a sudden i cannot take it.. i msg her for a break up again.. she cal me instead of msg.. ask those reason.. i say the reason are all the same...
we are just being like a normal friends.. not even like couple.. i don like those feeling ..after talking for so long .. asking me for giving another chance to her... so i did.. bt i giving her 1 week to inprove .. but in the end she make me dissapointed... so we break up again...about a weeks later... she sms me tat she wan for a patch again... say tat she will change.. i been thinking for so long.. should i or not... in the end i agree.. don knw y ... everybody will asking me y i patch wit u again and again.. maybe i can't let go of u .. inside of my heart ther is still u bah.. just don knw y ..
some of my friends say i can tahan u for a long time.. they say if they will i they already break up liao... but just don knw y ... i giving so many chance..just hopeing tat ni really can change 1 day ...
but in the end ni never dissapointed me .. i'm so happy about it... ni suddenly treat me so nice and good.. really very happy... taking care of me like i say before and do this and tat for me.. nw everyday meet..
but ni at malaysia cannot say la.. sure cannot meet de...haha.. waa... i like writing compo sia..DOTS..
I think and wrote this about half and hour...
dots..haha.. u knw nw wat time is it..haha.. guess bah..
haha..hmmm.. hao la.. i end here le bah..
remember to drink lots of water hor.. and take good care of yourself..haha..
muackz...
tak3car3
~~miss u lotss~~
~~~&~~~
~~luv u lotss~~
~~~muackz~~~
LOVE
YOU
ALWAYS
***MUACKZ***
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